Let me introduce myself first. My name is Drew. I’m 22 years old and am currently in the Air Force. I am a very outspoken, loving person and it’s very easy for me to make new friends. But my problem is this: I don’t want to be just another blip on the radar of life… I don’t want my entire being to amount to nothing. My dad is a perfect example of this… He used to be a fun, happy man until he lost his job and his wife (my mother) several years ago. Now he is consumed with hate and regret. He has never accomplished anything noteworthy in his entire life and brings nothing but discomfort and sadness to those around him. I try to reach out to him to help, but he pushes me away. I do NOT want to end up like my father, but I really don’t see myself becoming someone that future generations remember and look up to as a role model. I need help, and am starting to lose hope. Any suggestions on any of these topics would be extremely helpful. Thank you in advance. ~Drew~
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First… As someone who served in the military, thank you for your service.
You mentioned that you don’t want your entire life to amount to nothing. Have you thought about making a career in the Air Force? It’s certainly a viable way to build your professional skills, go places, meet people, and make a very big something out of your life. Once you reach a certain rank, if you haven’t already, you’ll certainly be in the position to impact newer Airmen. Your impact could be something that they carry forward.
I’m just thinking out loud… and I’m not certain what your thoughts are regarding continued military service. If you’re not interested in continuing in the service, perhaps you’re eligible for college tuition. You could then go to school and enter a career in which you could impact future generations. One example: Teaching. It’s challenging but rewarding.
Thank you again for your service.
Drew,
What are some ideas you have that would help you find meaning in life? Your dad hasn’t accomplished anything noteworthy in his life! I bet if i ask him that question he would say that raising you was one of his most noteworthy, long term projects. Just because we don’t achieve fame does not mean our lives were lived in vain. Reflect on what you put true value in, then chase after that or use it as a navigational beacon to base your efforts in that direction