I am a friendly person. I try to be honest, helpful, caring, loving and all goodies to others. But what do I get back in return? Some selfish, cunning little people who in the end can just hurt because of their own happiness! I have tried to talk to so many people around me, but all seem so different. They just want to prove to the world with money and power. I feel different. Am I wrong? I tried to be like them but I cant help being myself when I try to follow the trend. I cant run so fast in life. I want to do things which I feel happy about. I love nature, but I feel helpless deciding what I can do to be just in it. I don’t know anything. I want to find out about the universe and why life was made. I just want to meet God. I want to do so many things that are reality and connected with the meaning of planets, life, God, but I find no way to proceed! Are there anybody who connect with me? Or am I just an abandoned useless alien from some long lost planet far away? I hate this life! I wanted to die to find out if I could find any answers about life or God or anything that we couldn’t know while living this human-life! But again I wouldn’t be able to tell the things I discover if I was dead and also I don’t want to hurt people who love me here. I am deadly stuck here!!