I don’t know when my father will ever look me in the eyes or even look at me. He’s always breaking, throwing, and verbally abusing me at the point where I decided to tie a noose and wrap it around my neck in my basement. I was scared of how it might feel and if it would’ve hurt, but you can already guess what I did… as I’m hanging and swinging around I couldn’t help and notice the pressure building up on my face. I felt as if my face was burning and ripping apart and my ears felt as if they were being pulled by bulls. It kept on hurting until I stopped it. I couldn’t do it….. I wanted to die
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Oh, man… Some of these stories just make me forget everything else and want to give the author a hug. Even though I’ve joined this website, I’ve never tried anything… It just seems so scary, I fear death too much. Hearing about how others actually did end up trying and failed is just… so sad and scary
What is he doing to you? And do you know why? When one person makes another feel like the only option left is death it just makes me so angry. I hope you’re alright…
It sounds as if your father is the one with the problem, not you, and that you need to get away from him as soon as possible and by any means necessary. I hope you will consider this option rather than ending your life. Best wishes.
L4Y
(L4Y@cogeco.ca)