So, i am a failure. After graduating with a BSME, i am too emotionally fucked up to get a job so i kept delivering pizza. I am 40 and this was supposed to be my big turn around. Instead i flipped out on a drunk asshole college kid, and on a first arrest ever got 2 and 1/2 years.
I am out this last June, and this is my first christmas back. So thats the jail part.
My dad and brother-in-law argue and so only my sister has been coming with my two nephews for the last 5 years. So this year they decided to make nice and Dom came too. At christmas dinner first thing he says to me, “havent seen you in a couple years” referring to jail. Merry fucking christmas.
Last shrink said i dont seem to feel safe anywhere in the world. Wonder why, eh? Humiliated by an estranged relative at chriatmas dinner. Yeah, i am a fuck up. Thanks for pointing it out to everyone. Did you have a nice chuckle?
I will wait until a couple weeks into Jan so it doesnt taint the holidays forever for them. I think hanging, but the length must be correct or your neck doesnt snap. Very bad.