Hi everyone – it’s been a while. Has anyone given any thought to the location when thinking about suicide. I have my method and date picked out, but I haven’t decided on a location. My method can travel anywhere with me (luckily, I have an allergy I can exploit very easily). The date is going to be my birthday (I always had some sort of weird pleasure walking around cemeteries and seeing graves where people died on their birthday… I’m weird like that). I never gave it much thought until now – I thought I would just die in my house, but now I’m thinking of somewhere better. I’m thinking of going to a National Park, somewhere beautiful, but also where I can see a lot of stars at night. Or maybe somewhere outside the US. Any opinions or advice on this? Where would you want to die?
Thanks guys!
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I’m debating. I have two options lined up.. either in my room or on top of a high cliff with lots of rocks at the bottom. I love astronomy, seeing the night sky one last time would be amazing way to go. Dieting outside worries me though animals..and maggots. I have a worm phobia I’d hate for those nasty things to feast on my body after I’m gone. It’s getting cold where I am so maybe I won’t have to worry so much about the maggots..but the animals…maybe..
Snowwhite, what is happening in your life to make you feel this way? There is always reasons…
I feel suicidal because of the life I created for myself due to bad choices since I was a teenager, and the situation I am left in as of right now…
But it was all my fault…
was it your fault you feel this way? Or did someone do something bad to you
Of course there’s always a reason, people don’t check out for nothing. I too have made bad choices in life. I was in an abusive relationship for a long time, it ended with very dramatic events that still haunt me till this day. My family took me in and further abused me with all the hate that boils within them. Everything in my life has spiralled out of control since then. I’ve been dead inside for a long time, a walking zombie roaming this world looking for love in all the wrong places. I’m tired of running. All I want is to rest in peace.
I’ve never been in an abusive relationship or even abused.. it must of been terrible.. but if it was like that there must of been pleasant moments that held it together for the duration.. since its over discard the bad times and keep the good times and look forward to the next relationship, every man is different aND most are full of love to give. It’s better to have been in love, then to never love it all. I’m 31.. and I’ve never been in love.. self sabotage..
Unfortunatley for me I got all messed up years back… Weed clouded my mind and I spiraled out of control.. i didn’t have a girlfriend to balance me out.. so alone, pot masked it.. i got pulled to the dark crowds.. terrible jobs and year by year I slipped away further from the path that God had planned for me.. the worst thing is that it’s all my fault.. next to blaming myself is the availability of drugs to minors, the consequence of that puff of Mary Jane.. life of a shattered soul… Boulevard of broken dreams. There is still time people say.. but if I couldn’t do it when my mind was healthy.. how can I do it now when it’s completely broken..
I know how you feel. Would you like to chat on kik sometime? I don’t have anyone to chat with that understands what I’m going threw. If you’d like an ear to listen I’d be glad too. You can email me if you’d like. Snowwhitesleepstonight@gmail.com
I feel the same way about seeing the stars and the night sky one last time.
Lol, There’s a geminids meteor shower, it can be seen Dec 4 -17. The Geminids can be observed from locations all around the world. I saw a meteor strike across the night sky last night while driving to Wal-Mart. It was awesome. If you get a chance you should check it out.
Dying not dieting lol
lolz. Dieting outside is worries me too. 🙂
I’ve thought of many places too. Just sucks that if I went through with suicide, it would highly damage all members of my family and friends. Also.. i think I will go directly go to hell without bail. Buy if i were to go through with it, I wouldn’t make it messy for others to see and clean up. Perhaps drown in the ocean… that way I’ve only disappeared and perhaps my body will be swallowed up and never found again.
I recommend watching an amazing show called House. Kinda scary.
Well, I’m atheist so I’m not concerned about hell. I like the idea of dying somewhere else to make strangers deal with my remains instead of family. Are you talking about House, the doctor show that used to be on Fox?
Haha ya that doctor show. I just finished the first season.. man I wish i watched this show when I was younger.. just goes to show that anything we do has a consequence…It’s really educational lol watch it, might make your feel better.
But when those strangers find your body, they have to contact your government and get your body transported over with a huge investigation in which not only will your family know of your suicide, but the whole world!!
We all have reasons to be suicidal.. mine is utter failure to live a proper life due to drugs and poor decisions. What’s yours?
I couldn’t care less if the world knew. I literally have no family