I want to throw myself off a building but I have a daughter, poor thing shouldn’t be in this wretched world but I was forced to have her (I’m 18 btw), and I know I should leave her with her father but i don’t even know anymore. He doesn’t have a job, his mother takes care of him, his father doesn’t accept the child, my boyfriend is a druggy with manic depression, lazy, and I just don’t know… Help?
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I think the only person you can trust is….yourself when it comes to your daughter.
I know you must be at breaking point and rightly so as you are only 18, have a beautiful daughter who is innocent and even thpugh you are feeling so down…..you want the best for her.
However her father who is jobless and his father who wont accept ypur child isnt a good place for her to be. If you are talking that you have a new boyfriend whose a druggie……well you know the answer to that one too Regarding your child.
However no matter how hopeless life seems and believe me it often does and has through different experiences in my life especially when we are young………there is ALWAYS a way out of it and i am not talking about death.
It means we have to make a choice to stay in an unsafe or bad environment or get the hell outta there with our dignity intact.
Thankfully these days there are womens shelters and welfare counselling etc.. there is someone somewhere in an agency or even a charity like salvation army that you can talk to regading the welfare of your daughter and other things.
I lnow things can be so overwhelming at times that its too hard to make even the first step to changing your life but try ny looking up a helpline or agency and say….i need help.
Your daughter would love to have her mother around in her life to see her grow up. May you find the strength cos you deserve it.
Hugs x