I have been cutting for two years. My parents found out last may. Seemed like they didnt cre. I stopped for my friend becaus he askdd me to stop or he would tell my principle. I stopped. I have been feeling like cutting again. I wanna see the blood running down my arm mimicking my pain.
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Try taking a red marker or ink pen and draw on your arm, pressing hard so you feel the pressure on your skin. I can’t really advise you on it much as I have just relapsed and would sound like a hypocrite. If you must cut don’t break the skin. Just feel the pressure and pain so you don’t accidentally geminately injer yourself. I can say I didn’t break my skin and got the release I needed by looking at the mark on my skin and feeling the pressure and minor stress pain on my skin.
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or he’d tell your principle? lol….
I’m sure thats exactly what friends are for, blackmailing you into acting like they want you to š so glad i don’t have any of those ‘friends’ anymore.
Hate playing devils advocate, but what would public knowledge to the school actually do to you? You’d have to jump through hoops and go to a mental institute of sorts that might actually make you better? If theres a chance you could actually get better, why wouldn’t a friend have just told the principal already? If that was his actual intention?
Sounds to me like you’re just letting yourself get pushed around by some idiot…whos worth to you whatever you think he is, none of my business…
If anybody pulled that shit on me though? I’d let them report it, and let the school send me wherever they like, without my consent. If you believe that nothing that they would do to you would change who you are, or make you feel better, then it wont.
I actually bothered asking my parents for help a few times…after awhile they agreed to help me see a councelor…all they ended up doing was tossing me a stack of papers a half-inch high and saying “here, fill out these if you wanna go see a councelor”.
It’s not as simple as your ‘friend’ makes it out to be, especially if you put forward no effort on your own end, showing discontent for the way you’re being treated by others.
If you’re still in high school still, its not like you have control over your life anyways, even if you are 18 or older…
Do whatever you want…whats this world going to do to ya? throw you in a cell the rest of your life for not being happy-go-lucky like they tell you to be?
But if what you want is being told (and possibly attempted to be forced for a somewhat small timeframe, if you do end up in some stupid ward) how to act and feel, then feel free…
I personally would rather lie to everyone around me and be true to myself, than lie to myself and be true to anyone around me…