I’m a 21 year old guy from The Netherlands.
Im just comming here as a last resort, i just dont know where else to go..
Anyway here is my story:
Im depressed since my puberty started when i was like 12 or something and i been unhappy ever since.
I tryed to commit suicide 2 both time using different kind of drugs mostly benzos and alcohol (im not advocating this methode!) both times i woke up the next day in a wet bed, just because i was so out i just peed myself :\
I been in a mental hospital twice now one time it was in for 1 day and the other time it was for 3 days.
I see a psychiatrist and psychologist weekly but it just doesnt seem to help me im also on allot of drugs here are just a few drugs im on currently: Paxil, abilify, propranolol, effexor xr, promethazine and to many to list.
Anyway im just in search for someone who would like to start a friendship with me , someone wo’s strugeling just as me..
Anyway if your intrested please let me know!
Thanks
Keep strong!
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I’m glad you are here instead of hurting yourself. I’m sorry you’re having such a hard time. This group is a good place for support so my first piece of advice is to be active on here. You will meet other people that have similar situations and be able to talk to them. The more you talk, the better you may feel knowing that your not alone. I’m here to talk if you need.
Hey. I’d like to start a friendship with you.
Wow thanks i just dont know what to say how would you like to talk email skype you name it and i will get in contact with you!
Again thanks for your time!
Well, we can start off by talking through email 🙂 jholmes005 (@) hotmail . com
Got you email adress you can now remove it from suicideproject so that you dont get spam or stuff 🙂
Again thanks for everything!
I will wright you an email tomorrow!:)
I have no idea how to remove my comments haha.
And There’s no need to thank me..
I’ll reply whenever I can. 🙂
I don’t think you can remove your comments yourself but the person that posted this can. They can edit peoples comments so they could remove your email that way.
Ok