You never planned ahead of time when you were younger ,in fact your whole life was filled with risks.You were so used to trouble that you knew exactly what to do and say so that people would believe you. Society is scared to become like you you’re aware of what “they’re” saying “she’s going nowhere in life”, “she’s a complete failure”, “she’s just garbage”. You ignore those people because you have friends, family,and just simply people who care for you….. But what if one day all that back fires you? What will you do then? Will you have to change? Or will you keep doing what you do until something tragic happens? You’re looking at yourself in the mirror and while you process the situation you say out loud for the 1st time in your life “I don’t know, I just don’t know anymore”. As you look at the white sink and you find yourself crying and ask yourself one more question “is this over?, are you over?” You look at yourself once more now your masscara is running you stand up straight put your chest up and look at the white door and turn the knob people give you ugly looks you look at them and smile you grab your backpack and in your back pack you have spray cans. As you walk out side the building you stand in front of it and start opening your back pack and take out the cans now you have 4 black cans and 4 blue ones you use the black ones to write what you don’t care about which reads 1.SOCIETY / 2.ME and the blue ones you use to write down what you do care about and that reads 1.FAMILY 2.FRIENDS below you write
“What is written in black I do not care to waste my time on what is written in blue I care for.” Signed – JAV
As you pack your spray cans you stand back and stare at the wall you smile and those questions pass through your head again
And you turn around and you answer them out loud “I know exactly what I’m doing, and nope I’m not done yet.”
You hear clapping from behind you and thats when you know society is satisfied with you for the 1st time…