I don’t want to kill myself. I really don’t. I just don’t know how to live anymore.
I feel emotionally exhausted, and I don’t see any way to get out of this situation.
I’ve experienced the suicide of a family member recently, and I don’t want my family to go through that again. So I won’t do it. But this decision makes me feel even worse. It’s like I don’t even have the choice to end all this suffering.
I’m living with my severely depressed mother, and I do also take care of her business, which is worthless because it doesn’t make money enough to even eat healthy food. I stopped going to the university, I can’t afford it anymore.
I think I’m loosing my friends cause I became such a boring and sad person. Anyways, I never feel like going out. I just want to stay in my bed and shut the world off.
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You need a break. Take a day and do something that you love to do. Get dressed and ready in something that you love to wear that makes you feel good.
Do it once it once a month, then once a week and you’ll feel a change. I take each day head on because if I looked at the upcoming week or month, I would be overwhelmed.
Help your family out but don’t let them drag you down.
ME
Other times, when I started to feel a minimal part of what I feel now, I took a break. Just that a big one. I would go away, to another country, to work for some months. Now, I don’t know how to escape.
I don’t have any advice, but I have lots of empathy. Too done to live, not ready to die. Where’s the happy medium?
Yep, that’s it. I want to live. Just not like that, and I see no way out.