I Surrender

I don’t know what to do.

I’m lost.

I came back from my last hospitalization exactly 2 months ago.

My family is still shaken up.

But I can’t do this anymore.

I can’t take another step, I can’t say another word, I can’t take another breath.

I have all the tools.

I have my plan.

I have the passion and devotion.

I’m done living, but somethings telling me that I’ll end up hospitalized and untrusted again.

I just need to get out of here.

I’m desperate.