When I breathe, each time i exhale i feel the weight of life pushing down and its hard to keep up..
Maybe I’m just not built as strong as other people.
I don’t know if I am built to feel, or if that’s just another dumb excuse.
Things are.. hard..
the past.. now.. and the future i don’t see.
Is this all really worth the fight.. ?
Is it all worth the suffering.
and now I feel light headed from the numbness.
the numbness in which this lingering. mother. fucking. depression. has brought upon me.
the emotion to feel numb after being stabbed so many, god damn times.
Im falling back once again,
Fuck. Not again.
Vy.
I need your help.
Please.
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well no matter how weak you are i am pretty sure you are stonger than me. i am gonna suicide in a few days
Don’t.
and don’t ask why.
just find out for yourself, what I mean, when I say that.
so. why do you have depression? is it money, relationship, intelligence, genetics or some other problem?
My depression started after my father passed away, and then one horrible thing lead to another and everything weakened me. Everything pummeled me and I just cant take it anymore. Everything has become too hard for what its worth..
well i believe we both have some things in common. I am depressed too and while my parents may not be dead, it is the same for me because both of them fight everyday and my father doesnt give me money to support myself. i hate my parents. I am starting to hate peopIe. have no friends, never had a gf, and I am probably the biggest loser in history.
Jein,
weight of life pushing down and its hard to keep up.. you must push push up! if you can not give up. life is a struggle. if your going to carry on push harder.
thats not true.
life is a gravity defying piece of matter that is constantly on our shoulders.. some things just never begone or get better…