General There’s Hell To Pay by Matt 4/18/2015 written by Matt 4/18/2015 I rambled with the worst of them. Fell in love with a harlequin. Saw the darkest hearts of men. And I saw myself staring back again. I am so fucking selfish. So self-absorbed. So unworthy. I think I’m a monster. backmenselfishworst 4 comments 0 Email Related posts Bullshit 9/20/2021 What if I’m not the problem? 9/19/2021 Back in the Ditch 9/19/2021 I survived, but… 9/19/2021 Random question of the day 9/19/2021 Bullied by Boss 9/18/2021 Do i deserve less respect? 9/18/2021 Microdosing 9/18/2021 Calling All Mad Scientists 9/17/2021 Kiss of Burning Ash 9/17/2021 4 comments BlackOutAlice 4/18/2015 - 8:10 am Ate? the bread that once was stones Fell from a cliff never broke a bone Bowed down to get the kings overthrown Now I’m all alone and the fires grows and I’m all alone and the fires grows Log in to Reply Matt 4/18/2015 - 11:54 am God bless you, Alice. Log in to Reply Eden 4/18/2015 - 12:29 pm You are not a monster, you are nothing close to be to a monster. You are being yourself. You can always improve and get better, but you need help like I do. You need someone to be able to trust, someone that cares about you as much as you care. Someone you wants to talk with and chat with, and you will :). Just give it time. You ain’t monster, don’t ever say that. Log in to Reply cathy arsis 4/18/2015 - 10:49 pm there is always some fresh hell looking for a hand out, always has been, always will be…..so your not special in that respect. But i think monsters enjoy the harm they inflict, and you dont seem to be enjoying yourself much, nor do you strike me as the type to purposely cause another body pain, i beleive it to be more like an inadvertent thing with you….i send you my love…. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.