Tonight is the night I want to do it. However I am unprepared I have no note to leave for family or any remaining friends. Maybe of I devote the entirety of tomorrow to writing it I will be able to end it tomorrow night.
Sally, are you sure? Is there something that can be done to make you change your mind? Just a few days ago I thought I would end my life, too. Now, I want to stay. Please take the hand of one who cares.
Im pretty damn sure. Today I woke up and I don’t even care if I write a note at this point. I just want it over. I’ll never trust anyone again. I know myself well enough by now that im certain that I will never get over this. I know I’ll feel it to the day I die, and I want that to happen sooner rather than later.
I understand how you feel. I wrote my letters two weeks ago, so I’m almost ready. The time is getting closer and closer. When you lose your will to live, it’s only a matter of time before it all ends.
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Sally, are you sure? Is there something that can be done to make you change your mind? Just a few days ago I thought I would end my life, too. Now, I want to stay. Please take the hand of one who cares.
Im pretty damn sure. Today I woke up and I don’t even care if I write a note at this point. I just want it over. I’ll never trust anyone again. I know myself well enough by now that im certain that I will never get over this. I know I’ll feel it to the day I die, and I want that to happen sooner rather than later.
I understand how you feel. I wrote my letters two weeks ago, so I’m almost ready. The time is getting closer and closer. When you lose your will to live, it’s only a matter of time before it all ends.
Sally, Worth, may I ask you to visit with me for a while? I would like to try to help you both find something to hold on to. Please?