When i was six i was molested by my cousin went i was seven all my cousins and brothers where involved then i was raped at 15 on my birthday while growing up with an abusive family i met a boy i fell for him was faithful while he wasnt and he turned to beating me. I have no family no friends and am about to loose my home because some jerk photo shopped a picture a nudy one and posted it all over fb… i no longer want to try fight or anything… i just wanna die im alone and i was always told thats how id die
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Hi bw. Life sure dumped on you right at the start and never let up. I know what it’s like to be tired of fighting, that’s why I’m here too. But if you think of it, your life can’t possibly get worse. Well ok it can, scratch that. But the same things can’t happen since you’re smarter and you can avoid or protect yourself better now. If you have no family or friends, at least you’re in a position to start over somewhere completely new? Even if you’re on the streets like I was for a while, a change of scenery can do wonders.
I am not good at advice or even sounding understanding and supportive. But I am honestly telling you that I am sorry about what happened to you. That is all just so wrong. I wish you did not feel this way. I wish there was some way for you to be safe and even feel properly loved and happy.
I can hear you.
Your childhood sounds a bit familiar.
Remember there are always options, when you think you have none- just look past what you know as your world. You can escape start again, somewhere new, somewhere better.
Sometimes we make decisions we regret. I have … I’m sure everyone has. I’m suffering for my actions too, but one day that suffering will end and I’ll forget and move on.
I really do wish you the best. I hope you weather the storm and find new ways of coping.
Oh and I’ve been told by a witch that I’ll die alone too. Its a horrible thing to be told and I do believe curses like that can affect your whole life. I want to overcome it as loneliness is the worst feeling in the world.