So, things just took a turn for the worst. My mother is moving us out of my grandmas house and back into her ex’s house. Which means I can’t live the next however many months I decide to live in comfort. I can’t just keep praying to God to kill me, I have to take action. And she is going to put me back in public school. I don’t have the strength to endure myself and the people of public school and my family AND my mom’s boyfriend and his family. So, my current choices are: run away and live in misery a little longer or kill myself in the comfort of my home. Hmmmmmm. Decisions.
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Running away just will lead you back to suicide…so you see what you need to do ;D
running will just delay it
Do you have any friends or other family members you could live with? A homeless shelter? It’s far from ideal, but it gets you out of your current family environment. Just an idea.
Also, how old are you? How much longer do you have before you graduate? If you can make it to graduation you have a shot at creating a better life for yourself.
I’m fifteen. It doesn’t matter who I live with, it’s myself that I truly hate.