I’ve been dealing with depression for most of my life. Add to that a schizoaffective diagnosis and life becomes wonderful. I’m struggling. I’m on the verge of becoming a shut-in because I’m paranoid and feel people are after me. I’m not a bad person but this illness brings out my paranoia and it’s ruling me.
I don’t know how to go on like this. I’m on meds and getting “help” but its not enough. I feel like there’s no point to life & it’s hopeless. Who wants to live like this? Certainly not me. The issue is, some would say its good; too chicken to suicide. As much as I want to and have thought about methods, I’m not sure I can.
The problem is I’m not sure I can go on either. This is no way to live.
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You can do this. Think positively. It’ll help.
And, “this” does not mean suicide it means jeep living.
Know just how you feel. Have been that way for the past three months. Was hoping something would change for better in the meantime but it hasn’t. Things only continue to get worse.