The title explains who I am. The list of things wrong with me doesn’t stop at the age of 18. -Do nothing every single day my entire life but play video games. -Eat nothing but fast food. -have 0 friends. -have extreme anxiety and depression. -shower once a week. -completely fail school. -have 0 intrests And the list keeps going on. It’s honestly incredible how someone can be such a piece of crap when you have been given such a easy life. The best I could of done in Mother’s Day is apologize for having a kid like me. I’ve done nothing for her but be a lazy disappointing failure. The last thing I want to do for her is suicide but when you hate life and suck so much at it, it’s hard to keep going.
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You might think you’re a loser, but I’m a worthless loser. You describe your life as having nothing, right? Well, what’s worse, to never have had anything (as you describe your life) or to have had everything you ever wanted only to let it all slip through your fingers? And now it’s all gone forever. I think it’s an easy choice.
So you think you’re a loser. Sometimes people have all they think they wanted and it still isn’t good enough. I make alot of money, but I’m in a horrible relationship, where I have no control over any of it. Break my back, fingers bleeding, want to cry everyday, for alot of money…that doesn’t make me happy.
You are not the biggest loser in the world. At the most your only harming yourself, but its never too late to make it better…unless you’re falling from a 15 story building. I commend you for at least writing this shit out. At least your sole purpose in life isnt to “destroy the infidels” or whatever that terrorist crap is.
I had a friend, same damn story, somehow this chubby dude is working in China, pulling all kinds of pretty girls.
Everything you have listed are things that are in your control. If you allow your negative thoughts to control you than you will be exactly who you say you are. Do you play those videogames alone with zero interaction with anyone? I honestly doubt it. Those people who you play with can be considered friends. You can do anything. Really anyone can do anything it’s just about that first step about taking care of yourself. Than you can move onto the bigger issues like friends and such