I got close again to my ex and it’s clear as daylight can be when you go from the dark to the outside…she is my doom. I know what I can do to be okay. I simply do not like this life and find it boring… So I should shit on other people to be happy myself… So I need to lower my standards….
Side note… I know depression And cancer are caused by foods that we eat (stress also helps) and I wonder these rich companies… We’re they aware ? Or should we believe in their stories when the time comes that they get unmasked?
Back to me…. I think I’ll accept my addiction for what it is… A way to keep myself sane.. And away from the one step I need to take to drop to my End.
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This way I won’t have to lower my standards
I for one never found any long term betterment by shitting on people. Granted, I have not had much success with the opposite, but I find I can at least live with myself.
Quick quibble as I was just commenting about food and depression on another thread… Cancer strictly is a byproduct of life. Carcinogens simply put increase the chance of errors during cell division or dna replication. Beer interestingly appears to increase the length of telomeres (bits of redundant disposable dna that more or less increase the chance of having a successful division over a long period of time).
Anyway, apparently I’m feeling sciency today…
Thanks for your post!
I like your reaction 🙂