26 days left.
I still haven’t met anyone since the previous posts. not even on the dating apps. Every day, on tinder, I hit the max amount of right swipes allowed, yet I never get a response from even one person. The other apps just remain silent. No notifications, no messages, nothing. I tried meeting people over the weekend by going to a few bars. but it just wasn’t my scene. Everyone I talked to looked at me like I didn’t belong there. I hate this feeling of neglect. I’m useless, absolutely fucking useless. I’m begining to think this whole 30 days to meet people thing was a bad idea. I should have just pulled the fucking trigger and ended it all. I’m a man of my word though. I’m going through with this. I just hope the remaining 26 days go by faster. Death is the only way I see this ending.
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If you are looking for friendship, why are you on dating apps? I just don’t think getting into a relationship is a solution. It’s a distraction. What’s wrong with not having friends? I think you should get comfortable being alone, find the strength in yourself. Then you find friends, bring value to friendships, and finally relationship. Anyway, it’s just my opinion. I know you don’t got much time and this is not helpful. In that case, sorry about what I said. Since you are determined to be dead, why not take a trip by yourself, and have fun while doing it, until money runs out?
Dude, don’t look for friendship on dating apps. Most friendships form when people have a common ground they could talk and experienced about, so maybe look at what type of people you are trying to fit in with and good luck.
Dating won’t help…but a good an true friendship will and it might even blossom into a strong and beautiful relationship..if you want a friend or even a cliche light at the end of the tunnel ..don’t look for happiness in others. You have to love yourself before you can truly love so,done else. But now that I’m off topic…I want to be your friend and if you kill yourself you won’t give anyone else a chance to be your friend..patience is virtue…so just stop and think…please