Bring me a poison;
I would like to swallow
The choked feeling
In my throat
Bring me a noose;
I am tired of standing up
It will help to keep me upright
Even when I finally stop fighting
Bring me a blade;
I want to bleed out
All the pain and suffering
That resided in my being
Bring me sleeping pills;
To grant my greatest wish,
My greatest desire
To never wake up to another day
Bring me a gun;
Easy and swift,
I will put it against my head
May it blast my painful memories away
Bring me a disease;
May it slowly kill me.
Slowly, like walking in a dark tunnel
Being absolutely sure that the end is soon
Bring me my Death;
Put me out of my misery,
Steal me away from hopelessness
It will be a map, to an end, but a direction nonetheless
Bring me these things,
I could not live while I’m breathing anyway.
2 comments
Im sorry to hear that things are bad for you enough to hve these kind of thoughts. There must be something good in your life. There must be some way you can improve things so that your position in life will get better. Try focusing on the good stuff in your life and start believing things can get even better. There must be something you like to do?
something that brings you joy. What is it that makes you feel this way?
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