I wants to be somewhat like a psychopath. Like having superficial charm, no empathy or feelings towards others in general, lack of remorse and guilt, highly manipulative , Lack of ralistic, long term goals, denial of responsibility, carelessness, high confidence, no fear and anxiety, grandiose sense of worth.
Psychopaths are destructive and antisocial but they are happy. Maybe I could be happy or less depressed if I had some psychopath traits.
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Are you sure they’re happy?
No I am not sure all psychopaths are happy. But I can say that some of them are happy because they are not in prison. I wanted to have all traits of psychopath except antisocial traits. I don’t likes antisocial people.
Ouch!! This kinda hits home for me..
But i still maintain my stance that I’m not a psychopath 🙁
I never had said in the post that you are a psychopath.
Did somebody called you by that term in past?
You sounds real good person btw.
Thank you. No you didn’t call me a psychopath Haha.
I was kinda making a lighthearted comparison between what you wrote and how I see myself. Just a little joke 🙂
we all here ( including you ) are very empathetic good people.
Eh..I try! 😉
Haha. The mind can be a prison of its own. Someone doesn’t have to be in a physical jail cell to be unhappy, psychopath or not.
‘Happiness’ is a fleeting emotion that comes and goes (according to how a person defines it), but ‘contentment’ is a stable state of being that can last as long as a person feels at peace. Living for your own selfish desires while sabotaging everything else around you – that may bring you temporary thrills, but not lasting contentment (plus you’d have to deal with the inevitable fallout. It’s not pleasant when people are angry with you, which is typically what happens when you make choices that adversely affect others in some way).
I’d you would like to feel ‘detached’ that’s understandable, and there’s nothing wrong with that as long as you don’t take it out on other people, and refrain from deliberately trying to hurt or harm others.
You are right! People who hurt others never experience contentment. I have been living in the prison of my mind as I don’t want to experience the emotions that I am experiencing/feeling.
Whatever happens , I will never harm others for my selfish desires. As you said, I would like only to be detached from other people. Whatever others thinks of me or say to me affects me and I wants to get shielded from what they say or think of me so I don’t experience any pain.
When I try to visualize myself being social with some people, I get this image of rabid dogs fighting over a dead rat. So to claim that I am fully sane might be a bit far fetched from the truth
Oh I forgot to mention that I’m the dead rat in that analogy
So what exactly are you trying to say? Did you mean that other people fight over you and you gets victimized because of their fighting over you?
Kinda, in a way.
I’ve been victimized, but I don’t feel sorry for myself anymore. I just try to keep my distance from a lot of people. I cant go back to work because I’m too afraid. Hard to explain without going into detail.
All I can do is breath and try to have patience with everything.
That’s all I can say right now. I don’t want to get worked up about my issues right now cause it will make my day harder to handle.
Yeah patience is necessary.
My parents give me a lot of credit for making it this far in my life. They don’t pressure me to get my life together. Its obvious that i have mental instability. They are just happy to see me still alive and taking it day by day. It makes me very sad when my mom smiles at me because I know it means she just wants me to feel comfortable enough not to hurt myself or disappear.
hmm I am too taking it hour by hour.
Hey RT – I figured I’d come over here and say “hi” instead of spamming an unsuspecting blind person with idle small talk 🙂
MIA dawg
Hahaha! You are so funny! 🙂
Yeah, well, you know me … always finding a humorous wrinkle … additional apologies to Moonshine for the semi-hijack of the thread with off topic niceties 😉
peace dawg
Hello Dawg, I don’t really bother if there are any off-topic niceties here . Good to see you dawg.