So I got arrested yesterday for heroin possession and trespassing, I have an abscessed tooth causing untold amounts of pain, I’m close to losing my job, and might have to go to prison in 12 days. Suicide has never seemed like a better option.
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I’m sorry that things have gotten this bad for you.
I’ve always thought that if I ever got to that position I’d kill myself too.. but my sense of self preservation keeps me from getting too deep into drugs and violence. I still feel like there is hope and i can save myself from this. Although in my mind I’ve never thought I was actually a person worth saving. It’s all my doing.. just like I’m sure you feel the same.
You have to take what you can get and give yourself any possible reason to survive. Life isn’t over and we all get a second chance to turn it around. I hope this can be your chance.
Good luck
Thnx man. But I can’t deal with this shit, it’s too much. And as much as it is my fault I still feel I am just a product of my environment. Growing up poor and mentally unstable, an absent alcoholic addict for a father, abandoned by family at young age, working shitty jobs, living in drug and crime ridden places, horrible relationships, medical problems, it all takes it’s toll over the course of your life. All I want to do now shoot up a fat dose and never wake up again.
I want to film my suicide as proof- a camera does not automatically prove the world is real, its full of terror and destitution. And our governments at the highest places of power are evil and not brought to trial, investigated and locked up. crime is legal.
I hope you dont film your suicide. That’s an evil legacy to leave behind. Youd be no better than the government lol
Even if you do end up going in for a little stretch, you still have the chance to turn your life around. I have plenty of friends that did 10yrs+, got out and started families and bought houses. You’ll be amazed at how much you can do for yourself if you find the determination.
I get that, sometimes it seems easier, but then it’s like f that shit. I’ll conquer this like I conquer everything else. It’s not easy and it’s a daily battle. But war is brutal and this world is always at war, we’re just casualties.