I have come to the conclusion that the three people I thought I’d have forever in my life have decided to no longer have me in theirs. . . No they haven’t officially told me that, but how they act and what they do says it all to me. I’ve asked countless times to hangout with them. They say they’re busy then next thing I know they’re hanging out and posting it all over snapchat without me. I wonder if they even thought about asking me. I message them and they just open them. And I mean it’s other stuff too.
It only hurts me the most because at the beginning of Summer we were all so close. Now i’m afraid to be in the same room as these people. I’m afraid of getting ignored and treated poorly. I gave these people my all. I trust them with my life. Did I fuck up by doing that? I could just be overthinking all of this. It could all be in my head. If it’s all in my head, then why does it always feel like I’ve been kicked in the heart?
I just wish I knew the truth. Maybe it would finally help me sleep at night knowing whether are not my friends are my true friends. . .
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Not sure if you’re still around but I wonder this myself