I’m crying. So badly right now. All alone. I’m so fucking alone. That’s all I feel loneliness. Emptiness. And sometimes I feel nothing at all. One minuet I’m fine the next I find myself shattered into a million pieces. I can’t do this. I can’t. I just can’t. I’m giving up. I don’t know anymore. Don’t know what to do. Don’t know how to be happy. Don’t know how to fix this. I’m wondering if today should be the day.
I’m giving up.
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Sounds like you’re having an anxiety/panic attack. I’ve had it during my darkest moments. Seek help-you need to find out what is causing the anxiety and to resolve it if possible. In my case I was unemployed and nearly facing homelessness but I moved in with a relative and I got a job after…so things were fine since then, but it was hell when I was going through it and I felt pretty suicidal.
My moods change day to day, sometimes I like life again and want to become successful again, other days I wish I was dead. But the main thing for myself is that I’ve achieved stability in my life so exterior circumstances can’t really force me into a position where I’m contemplating suicide as the only way out.
In your situation, I’d strongly suggest reaching out to anyone you could. I’ve also felt terribly alone and I know how that can be. You’re not completely alone-since there are many people here who can be your virtual friend. I know it’s not the same as someone in your life physically but it’s still makes a difference. Best of luck.
You are important. Someone out there cares. You are not alone. Please, today is not the day, stay strong, keep fighting please. Dont give up please, if you do, someone out there will be broken hearted. I am here for you, you’re not alone. I always think I should give up, then I think of my little sister, and I wonder how she would react because she is only 8 and is already saying she’d be better off dead.
You might not be able to relate to that but think about a friend, think about how broken inside that they would be that this happened and they couldn’t help you. Please don’t give up. Please please keep fighting don’t give up. Or I wouldn’t ever forgive myself for not being able to help you. Please hold on, I’m here with you. <3
never give up , you have the power to be yourself and f*** what people think. Create a world where you feel good , don’t let anyone tell you life isn t worth it. clinton hardy with big sunglasses ( facebook) if you wanna talk