Im doing my best not to cut. Been clean for years.. But i know that the sight of blood would calm me down…
I feel as if there is so much hate and anger inside me that i need to release some of the pressure.
I cant cut… Not because i want to live.
I cant cut coz im saving all my strength for aug 23.
I gave myself a chance and delayed it for as long as i could… Thats going to be my final day.
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Im sad you have some much pain inside you. Please release some of that pain and anger upon me if that could take off some of the pressure. That is of course only if you can translate your pain into words.
I dont think i could equate in words exactly how i feel… How we all feel… I just feel as if there is nothing more i could do to have hope that things would change.