Dear life,
I’m sorry. i guess I should start with that. I’m sorry for failing you. I’m sorry that it didn’t get better. That the things I’ve done have left scars on my body and the scars on my heart. I’m sorry that I didn’t try to smile more genuinely. I’m sorry that my laugh was plastic and stale. I’m sorry I spoke to loudly or never spoke at all. I’m sorry that I didn’t try to fall in love. I’m sorry I was so afraid of falling in love. I’m sorry I couldn’t be the best me I wanted. I’m sorry that my “phase” got in the way of everything I wanted to do. I’m sorry you were stuck with me and not someone beautiful or confident or anything other than me. I’m so sorry that you had to exist so shortly, but I do hope you find someone. Someone who is worth having you around.
I’m sorry.
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Life should say sorry to US!
I love this
I love this too. I’m sorry you’re in so much pain.
First of all it is very good that you can communicate so honestly with life like that. Most of us are not being honest.
Second, whether you realize it or not, but you have indirectly listed things you would like to achieve in life.
Last, you being apologetic, indicates that you value life.
From this post of yours, me (a stranger) sees that YOU HAVE HOPE. Only you can make it better. You have the strength you didn’t realize you have. This life is YOURS, and it is up to you how you would control it.