Guys i am going through relationship problems from last some yeas. I am living on hopes but hopes not working. I have tried all possible ways to be alive to keep me away from negative thoughts.
But somehow i have decided to end up with ma all hope with ma life today evening.
Some time before i had posted for suggestions to help me to choose ma way way to die. But m scared. M not getting what to do. Please guys i really need something to keep ma hopes. Please help me out please. M dying inside. And the moster of thoughts of suicide.. Freak.. Its horrible
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This might sound lame, but I got a cat. I was feeling what u were feeling, well I still do, but by having my cat I can’t do it yet. I do wonder if when my cat passes will I actually do it. For now it helps. I guess you need to find something or someone to love and be alive for them.
I have tried all this ways dear… All small small n big big things i hav trid..
Relationship issues are tough. I’m sending you love. All i can say is this too shall pass please give it time to work itself out. You’re better ending the relationship than your life. That said im not in your shoes. Please take care of yourself.
I wish I could suggest something, but it’s hard to when you didn’t give much info about your situation. I am sorry that you’re in so much pain though… Have you thought about ending this relationship, if possible? Ending a relationship can be scary and nerve wrecking sometimes but if that’s causing you so much sadness and troubles, that might be the answer.
Also, I think that Enough2015 gave you an excellent idea (I really like cats and animals in general). Having an animal to take care of and receive their love back can be comforting.
No friend it is not possible for me to end up my relation.. If i vl do so ultimatly i vl die.. My love is my life …I cant live without my love n even if i vl survived it wiil just sepndng life n not living life… I am alive on hopes but now monster of suicide is eating that hope.. I wish he(my bf- my life- my love) would ever had believe that i hadn’t cheated on him ever. He is only one i had ever wanted. But he wont ever believe and trust me. M convincing him fron last 2 years. And its too long time i guess. During these 2 years around 15-20 tims i had thoughts of suicide but i convinced myself but now i am failing. Mostly today is day i have chosen to end up everything.
You know what praj is- it would have been name of our baby if would have married. Frst two initials “pr” are the initials of ma name , and last two “aj” are initials of his name. Even if i will no more this nane will always here. Sweet ,isn’t it??
You need a creative outlet, anything will do.
Don’t because it won’t work and you will end up regretting this action. You’re 21 (yes I’m giving you the cliche saying cz it’s true) and you have a whole life infront of you. Try talking to someone you feel comfort with. You’re loved please don’t waste your potential