i don’t care what anyone says about how school is important and should come 1st.
Every time i enter that hell of a place i want to kill myself.
trying to keep my cool around ass holes who’ve done shit to me in the past, and surrounded by people who i don’t even like.
forced to do good when my mental state wants me to go out of this world and onto the next faster then you can say homework’s due.
surrounded by drama and shit that keeps running up to me and bothering me, not wanting to go away.
barely any friends or people i feel i trust…
i hate school, i hate it so god damn much, and now you know why…
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I can relate to your situation. Every time I go to my school, I end up totally tired and exhausted emotionally. I remember days I spent on looking at the window and dreaming about jumping and kissing the concrete surface of the pavement. Now I have to change it… I did not pass this year because of being extremely depressed. I am sorry that you have to go through it.
thank you
Hi Josh, I had a really hard time in school. I was bullied so badly. I dropped out of High School and this is something I do regret but I know I wouldn’t have been able to complete it because I was so depressed and anxious. Is there any way you could complete your education without attending school? Of course this is an option you should only consider if you are really having a hard time completing your education. Are you seeing a therapist? Perhaps you should discuss some other options because it does sound like attending school is bringing a lot of stress into your life.
i am seeing a therapist and i have talked to him about it. I can’t help but do so. i’m not gonna tell the exact name of the school i go to for privacy reasons, but i will say it’s a trade school, and sadly even for a trade school it doesn’t get away from the BS of students who don’t belong there and drama everyday to hell and back.
i hated high school. hated the students, the teachers, and myself. hated the hierarchy that was measured by the way you dress and how good-looking you are. it is truly a dark time for me. i had no friends, not to mention a girlfriend, and was suicidal back then too. however, i’ve put my feelings aside and managed to graduate, though it had its price. later on it exploded right in my face and i had my first breakdown. i’m not encouraging you to drop out, that’s just my case. i hope you listen to whatever your heart is telling you.
I’m trying to go on. i know dropping out is bad but in this day and age i can understand, cause at this point for people who are depressed it’s either you drop out of school or drop out of life.
High school were by far the worst years of my life. The amount of hatred I have for that place is above the roof. I can write a book easily of how horrendous high school was. If I had to do it all over again I would of dropped out the first day of freshman year. I gained nothing beneficial in high school except for a diploma. Had I dropped out early and learned things I want to actually learn, my life would of been significantly better. 4 years of suffering JUST for a diploma wasn’t worth it
i’m sorry to hear. i’m probably going to be suffering to cause my trade school has the guts to put in students that don’t belong there