Im new to this forum. I recently found it and Ive been searching for something like this for a while. Im sad. Very sad. I mean, I see a few good days but overall Im sad. I dont want to be sad, no one does, but I dont know what to do anymore. I know that these past few weeks Ive been contemplating something I never thought Id want. Suicide. I always thought that would never be an option for me due to family things that Id rather not discuss here but It seems to be on my mind a lot.
Maybe I need a friend that cares. Maybe I need family that cares. I dont know. I cant say I need fun, because I have fun sometimes but the feeling never lasts more than a few hours, which I understand if better than what a lot of people get, but Im not coping. Feeling like this is taking a toll on everything now. From the way I act with my friends, to my school work. Nothing is going right and I cant seem to change that.
I cant talk to friends about this and I cant talk to family either. I just wish someone would notice that I wasnt okay and talk to me about it first.
I dont know if anyone read this but I feel better knowing that I now have a place to write this, where people who can relate to me might see it, rather than just in my childish journal that I keep with me.
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You’re not alone feeling like that. Thinking of suicide for the first time is definitely a horrible feeling and I’m sorry that you feel that way. I understand that coping is hard and I’m sure you’re having to fake your feelings around some people right?
I seriously hope that you’re okay, and I would love to talk to you if you want! 🙂
*- Be safe
Welcome!
I hope that you will find something motivating in this site. People here are really nice and friendly and they also give great advices (not me tho). 🙂
Things people would rather not discuss anywhere get discussed here all the time and it seems to help.
Darvin was able to admit a love for underperforming Pokemon characters and got better.
v.c.333 told us about being halfway to 666 and it helped.
donsmith78 talked about being 78 years old and being afraid of bathing. He’s now comfortable with sponge baths.
jadedkeizy explained that their name is not pronounced jaw DEAD key zee. That helped everyone else.
I found a place here that is so far off the beaten path that it’s like a trendy nightclub filled with misfit toys. That *really* helped me.
Stones are rarely thrown here cause everyone feels like they are made of glass. Share your crystalline story with us. We’ll be gentle, I promise.
Lol shhh you talk to much sponge baths from hot nurses are probably the next time ill be touched by a woman anyway lol I digress this place is safe haven for the square pegs of the world. Feel free to post about absolutely anything. Ive been in a week long suicide attempt and everyone here has been lovely. Id love to skype if that was possible it would be cool to skype everyone.
Wow, good to know I’m not the only on with those symptoms. My problem is being alone, although now one would guess it because I’m very sociable. Interesting, I realize how little I like to talk about myself. I rather help someone. Man, you can do this!
I wasnt really expecting any replies, I guess some people do care
When you’re in a giant pot of soup surrounded by canibals you’d be amazed at the deep conversations you can have with the other victims.
Seriously I wish we could all Skype each other
Skype would be great
Welcome to the group
Hi Cro0ked,
I’m new here myself, and I’m so grateful that you took the time to take a look at my excerpt ( I always sound so self centered when I talk like this….sigh). I can relate to such much of what is said on this site by so many people on here, and it makes me feel a lot less alone. I hope that you feel the same way too. I can’t think of anything else to say, ha, so ummm, it’s nice to meet you.
You all seem so genuine. Its such a shame things like this happen to the greatest people