What did I ever do to deserve this????

Hey guys sorry I haven’t been writing on here in a while. My junior year of college  started a few weeks ago. This past weekend was rough 2nd E.R. visit in two months  ( both for different reasons),   feeling shitty,   Accidentally cut my foot open when I bumped into a glass candle while shopping at bath and body works. The bottom end of it landed on my left foot  broken part down.  Thank goodness it only left a small scar on my foot,  ended up being betrayed by a friend at church that I thought I could trust.    Now I  keep seeing photos and statuses of people having fun and being in love at a fair that me and my ex had wonderful memories. Back during the happy part of our relationship back when we were together. It truly hurts. I am so sick of being single and alone.    but who am I fucking kidding no body would ever want to be with my pathetic ugly ass.   I know people say I’m beautiful and cute but a lot of the time I don’t see it. But when I do no one notices .   This week has started off as a joke mostly. Hopefully it will get better.