I think I’m going to commit suicide soon I’m so scared to do it I can’t take the pain anymore I’m going to leave letters for my family and friends none of my friends know about my depression and cutting not even my family knows it’s just weird how you look around the place you grew up and knowing that you won’t ever see this place again there’s a lot I want to do with my life but I got past that I don’t care about everything I wanted to do or the places I wanted to go I’ll be ok soon the pain will go away so goodbye and this might be the last time I write
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What’swrongwithme,
First i like the name! What’swrongwithme, for starters your a humanbeing far from being perfect like the rest of us poor bastards!!!
second you said “there’s a lot I want to do with my life but I got past that I don’t care about everything I wanted to do or the places”
no! no! Don’t get pass that!!!!! you need to do them!!!! then kill yourself fullfill your mission first!!! that’s cheating yourself!
Now be a good soldier and carry on!
Hey!
1. Your name = nothing is wrong with you. Everyone has their foibles.
2. Will you last any longer? I hope so!
Forgive me for what I am about to ask but would the idea of an exit be better than actually seeing it through. Forgive me but I would be concerned that if your heart isnt in it you could end up worse than dead. Its a shame you haventhings you want to do but would rather ignore them. Rocketman is right, at least have a shot at everything that intersts you before you disappear into the aether.
And finally, is there any support groups where you are? It sounds like you are keeping a lot to yourself (aside from on here). A problem shared is a problem halved…sometimes!
Sorry. Am done preaching now.