Am i worth it???
Am i worth this pathetic life?
People see me laughing and smiling but inside i’m dying. How can my life be so complicated??How do i go on?? Do i even try?? I just honestly am struggling with the pain i feel inside.
No_one_care ,
“Am i worth this pathetic life?” just as much as anyone else!
To struggle is why we are here everybody, LIFE ISN’T A PARTY! life is what you make it, it’s up to you to die or to live, life isn’t a test, there isn’t any purpose, you want to iive then do your best to do that, it’s all up to you, i’m tired too! but i will be dead one day and so will everybody else reading this, life is short, make the best of it, how you do is up to you! your in control.
Only you know the answers to those questions. People see value differently. I don’t know you enough to judge. It would help to see if you can talk to someone or write your feelings down to try and relieve the pressure.
Imagining a whole life filled with pain, especially if you are young, is stacking the deck in favor of suicide. The rational thing to do is take one day at a time. Living in the moment, even during times of extreme stress, reduces the overall pain you experience. Don’t let the fear of tomorrow’s pain make things even more unbearable.
You are right. I just honestly don’t have anyone here where I’m at who want to listen. I don’t think they care. I am sorry if it seems like i am being diffcult…or i am sorry for not doing what y’all said
You are not being difficult! You don’t have to do anything we said. We accept you for who you are regardless of what you do – or not do.
You are like a vase of flowers. The buds don’t bloom all at the same time. Some bloom early, some late, some not at all. Bloom when you can, as well as you can. This isn’t a race. There is no prize at the end. This is a *process*. The key is to master the process, learn to cope, learn to enjoy the parts of your life that aren’t total shit. One day you can even get to the point where you don’t even mind the shitty parts of life!
I hope that the day DOES come when i can look back and say yes I’ve overcame my hardest battles. The problem is i have this mental problem that lets me believe I’m alright for a couple months and then out of nowhere i can’t even find a valid reason for me being here. I AM sorry that i wasted all of everyone’s time. I am just starting to accept thing will never get better so i….idk will see what happens
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I wish I knew how to do it so I could give you the answers, but I’ll just tell you this: you are worth fighting for and bringing back to life.
I really don’t think i am.
I try hard to do GOOD
I try hard to try but i just am just hanging on with my fingers
I really believe you are.
Try to relax if you can. You’re doing just fine. I know it’s hard, but you’re still here. You’ll get through this. 🙂
No_one_care ,
“Am i worth this pathetic life?” just as much as anyone else!
To struggle is why we are here everybody, LIFE ISN’T A PARTY! life is what you make it, it’s up to you to die or to live, life isn’t a test, there isn’t any purpose, you want to iive then do your best to do that, it’s all up to you, i’m tired too! but i will be dead one day and so will everybody else reading this, life is short, make the best of it, how you do is up to you! your in control.
My mind is saying you’re RIGHT
But my heart believe differently
Only you know the answers to those questions. People see value differently. I don’t know you enough to judge. It would help to see if you can talk to someone or write your feelings down to try and relieve the pressure.
Imagining a whole life filled with pain, especially if you are young, is stacking the deck in favor of suicide. The rational thing to do is take one day at a time. Living in the moment, even during times of extreme stress, reduces the overall pain you experience. Don’t let the fear of tomorrow’s pain make things even more unbearable.
You are right. I just honestly don’t have anyone here where I’m at who want to listen. I don’t think they care. I am sorry if it seems like i am being diffcult…or i am sorry for not doing what y’all said
You are not being difficult! You don’t have to do anything we said. We accept you for who you are regardless of what you do – or not do.
You are like a vase of flowers. The buds don’t bloom all at the same time. Some bloom early, some late, some not at all. Bloom when you can, as well as you can. This isn’t a race. There is no prize at the end. This is a *process*. The key is to master the process, learn to cope, learn to enjoy the parts of your life that aren’t total shit. One day you can even get to the point where you don’t even mind the shitty parts of life!
Well, so I’ve been told.
I hope that the day DOES come when i can look back and say yes I’ve overcame my hardest battles. The problem is i have this mental problem that lets me believe I’m alright for a couple months and then out of nowhere i can’t even find a valid reason for me being here. I AM sorry that i wasted all of everyone’s time. I am just starting to accept thing will never get better so i….idk will see what happens
When you accept that it will become true. You didn’t waste anyone’s time (and I know I didn’t comment but I know it’s true)
The only thing i wish for is to be happy ( nost of the time at least)
That’s a great wish actually. I don’t know how you can get there but I hope it can come true.
Me too