So I haven’t post in here since 2013. Oh man, that’s a long time.
I guess, things got better during time, but I still feel a blank inside my heart after giving all my love and destroying myself for a person whom didn’t give a fuck about me. Now I have a boyfriend, but I don’t feel like I am able to love him as much as he loves me.
I feel blank.
I can’t feel attraction towards any other human being.
It just feels numb.
I guess life doesn’t make sense when you are not able to love.
5 comments
They Call Me Amy,
We all harden up after a few fuckings 🙁 we realise whats next ANOTHER FUCKING! we begin to not believe in fariy tales any longer, and keep are distance.
They Call Me Amy,
It’s hard when your model becomes hope for the best and expect the worse.
Exactly, I have to agree, no fairy tales, no happy endings.
But expecting the worst can drive us really insane, I always tell a friend of mine that the rainbow will only appear after it rains. So in our lives we will have many storms before the rainbow. Don’t lose hope, it takes time, but things will make sense and get better someday. It’s corny, but true.
They Call Me Amy,
Well you convinced me! i’m going to sing A SONG IN YOUR HONOR!!!
The sun will come out tomorrow
So you gotta hang on
’til tomorrow, come what may!
Tomorrow, tomorrow, I love ya, tomorrow
You’re always a day away!
When I’m stuck with a day that’s grey and lonely
I just stick up my chin and grin and say oh
The sun will come out tomorrow
So you got to hang on ’til tomorrow, come what may!
Tomorrow, tomorrow, I love you tomorrow
You’re only a day away
Amy? Annie? are you related 🙂
I don’t think so haha, but I am glad you’ve sung a song in my honour! 😀