So I haven’t post in here since 2013. Oh man, that’s a long time.
I guess, things got better during time, but I still feel a blank inside my heart after giving all my love and destroying myself for a person whom didn’t give a fuck about me. Now I have a boyfriend, but I don’t feel like I am able to love him as much as he loves me.
I feel blank.
I can’t feel attraction towards any other human being.
It just feels numb.
I guess life doesn’t make sense when you are not able to love.