It’s been a year and I was better. I’m happy with the person I’m with.. Sooo happy… But my “mom” has now physically abused me multiple times. She is like an infected wound that just won’t heal, and won’t get better, only worse. I feel like smoking weed and drinking till I pass out, and I’ve never smoked, drunk, anything… Just goes to show that just because you’re blood related doesn’t mean you have to call them family…. F*ck me…
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If she’s that evil, then you really should move out/live on your own. If you can’t yet/are still too young, then try to talk with her and find ways to either avoid her or live together in more peace.
Parents are shitheads no doubt, but they pay your way through life till you can stand on your own two feet. I hated my mother for years-because of the shit she put me through, but as I got older I began to understand her struggles and life better.
Also the fact that she was very much alone and no one cared for her. She was getting worse physically and probably going to end up homeless, so I eventually let her live with me. Of course I’m an adult now and she has no power over me, so I can keep her in her place.
At the same time I’m glad I intervened when I did, I think the guilt of letting her end up on the street would’ve killed me….I don’t understand how my siblings could allow that to happen to her. People in general are very malicious, cruel and selfish. Lucky for my mother I’m not like that-she doesn’t deserve my help but I’m doing it more for myself.
I’m guessing you’re too young or unable to move out. I hope things improve and you can settle things between you. What she’s doing isn’t right and you have every right to speak up against it. Don’t let it make you harm yourself. Nobody, no one’s pain or cruelty or selfishness, is worth that.
“Just because you’re blood related doesn’t mean you have to call them family” — that’s 100% true. I don’t know why you still live with your mom (I’m assuming you’re not 18 yet), but when you find a chance, please leave that toxic environment. Don’t let her ruin your happiness and peace.
You are so right about family, you can’t live with them and you can’t KILL them…only kidding, just because they are family does not mean they have your best interests at heart. With my family I have learned misery loves company and they will do all sorts of evil to make you like them…I suggest getting away from her as soon as possible or you will BECOME her in your future.
How are you doing? are you still alive