Even though I’m not suicidal (actively seeking a way out or planning anything) I’d be more than happy to choose a peaceful exit from this world. I don’t get our societies sick and twisted obsession with forcing everyone to stay alive against there will. I was put in a psyche ward over a month ago, and yes it did “help”, but it was only temporary. They get payed to force me to live, my family wants to keep me alive for there own selfish purposes. Like I said many times, I didn’t choose to be born nor have I chose the cards I was dealt with. We are ALL terminal, we are all going to die. The only cause of death is life itself so why can’t society allow us to speed up the inevitible? I’m tired of the fighting, tired of the sorrow and just tired of life in general. All life is an endless war that will lead to defeat no matter how many times you “win”. Holy shit it’s sadistic! Most People are so use to society that they don’t know the difference. They don’t think about the fact that we are slaves to nature, and have no real control. No wonder people make up gods or some other metaphysical meaning were there is none. I see life as a prison, and people who want me to stay alive are the prison guards. It’s not like I have a kid or any major responsibilities. I’m never gonna chance suicide again but I hope to fuck one day America evolves into allowing assisted suicide for people like me. Sorry for the rant but it’s a very emotionally charged subject for me.
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That they can just whisk us away and lock us up is infuriating. Then, as you said, they charge us for it. If we choose not to treat a physical illness they don’t send the cops to enforce treatment, even if it will lead to death (hmmm, better not give them ideas).
That is a great point. Yeah if you attempt suicide the cops will come after you
Actually I think they have a right to go ahead and take you for a potentially fatal physical illness too, but only once you’re unconscious (if you refused treatment). I base that statement on what I’ve picked up from the (of course 100% true and accurate) television documentary show, COPS.
In emergency circumstances where the police are called, this can happen. What I meant is, if I am diagnosed with cancer and I decline treatment, I wouldn’t get locked up and forced to take chemo. (Wow, I haven’t watched COPS in years)
I agree! I was forced to go into the hospital or to the police station, I chose the hospital. once I was there I couldn’t leave. Could’ve sworn you had the right to refuse treatment but I guess not.
Some of us understand this despair is often a presage to growth, to a better understanding of life. We’re not trying to control you or use you; we want you to consider all the options.
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So your pretty sharp! Your post almost scares me, to think you know what’s going on very few do, I’m impressed but I’m also sad that you figured it out, I could chat with you for hours 🙂 but here’s the deal, since you know what’s going on why not learn to accept it? It much easer to go on, depression from knowing the truth is hard to fight, but if you accept there’s no Santa Claus then you’re a realist and can look at living in a different light, yes it kicks your ass knowing the truth, because that’s not what you wanted to know it makes everything meaningless which it is, but accept that and try to move forward, you are in the position to change your thoughts and live, you will die soon enough, so take your knowledge to the next level, it’s lonely because others aren’t there, but now you have power of knowledge!
Thank you. Truth hurts but I’d rather know it than to be left in the dark