Woke up this morning for work, and I’m already over today. The past few days at work I’ve gotten yelled at for stupid reasons, just because my supervisor is stressed out. Yeah because that’s my fault.
I wake up and want to quit every morning, but I need the money. I fucking hate it here. I shouldn’t want to not come in every single day. I come in everyday dreading what I’m going to be yelled at for today.
I’m tired of the bullying, the harassment. People talk down to me like I’m worthless and stupid and I’m not. I know I’m not, but after awhile and after being yelled at so many times (over nothing) you just start to really feel that way.
I’m at work right now. I wish I had called off. I want to leave early. But I do that all the time. I’d say every other week I miss a day now. It didn’t used to be this way, but as the treatment got worse, and with my condition, I just don’t ever want to be here again..
You can tell me to just get another job, but it’s not that easy for me either. I need to make a certain amount of money and places around here won’t start me out with that pay. But I need to make no less than what I do now because I have student loans, a car loan, rent, and other bills to pay. I barely make it now..
I don’t know what to do, but everyday I come in my depression and anxiety only worsen..
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Baby, im at work right now & i can relate. Understand this: when we (I & everyone) are going through our individual problems it Really easy for us to overlook our current blessing or pros in our lives and in addition to not see our neighbors (everyone else’s) problems. It sounds kinda morbid for me to say this: by seeing others issues it makesyou aappreciate the things we have now that we had taken for granted.
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