I still want to kill myself. Good timing since my birthday is coming up. I wonder if there’s such thing as a best place to off yourself, as in a certain city, town or state that it’s just easy to do it in? I shouldn’t be fucking yelled at and treated like shit. Two god damn days of living in the city and it’s a pain in his ass to even talk to me and he has the fucking nerve to yell at me and be pissed!?!? I’m done, I’m out, I can’t fucking take another god damned fucking day!!!!
And I got my answer from earlier. Scorpios are the most fucking self centered which is why they onlyare the equally self fucking centered Aquarius!!!
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I think it is a slightly good thing that you are starting to be angry at him, I know this probably really sucks for you because he moved off and your left behind still stuck with your feelings, but the separation is probably better for you because you know how attached to him you are and how he doesn’t reciprocate. Yes, very very sucky thing to say and not what you want to hear at all, just my opinion on it. It’s harder for you to find comfort in hoping for more when he’s not around and he’s acting like a jerk.
You shouldn’t be yelled at or mistreated, you’ve been doing a lot for him and you’ve been dealing with a lot and you deserve better than that.
No I’m trapped here where I’m being ignored by him because I don’t matter anymore. I know he’ll be pissed when I say I’m quitting game. I don’t need this shit.
I completely agree it’s not something that you need. Strongly disagree on the ‘don’t matter’ bit. I can’t really convince you otherwise, though. You already knew that he is often inconsiderate towards you, that’s been a mistake and flaw on his part most definitely.
You have some level of importance to that other guy though, and yes this argument will keep coming back to the fact that someone has shown interest in you despite everything else even if nothing will come of it. Your worth isn’t determined by this person who is ignoring you, or really by any romantic interest..
Well don’t bother googling the best city to off yourself because it isn’t any good. It just returns useless crap like: 10 reasons not to kill yourself. and 15 ways to stop thinking about killing yourself. Where is reddit anf 4chan when I need it right?