I watch everyone’s days go on around me. I feel like in stuck in time. Depression has slowed me.

I feel even when I sleep for hours, I do not feel rejuvenated. I don’t feel good.

Even when I have the least bit of confidence, it soon diminishes after a few seconds.

I feel content for moments at a time. Yesterday I felt the warm sun . I was happy. But that feeling soon disappeared.

I think it’s hard to get better. Nothing seems to have a point. I don’t feel like there’s any reason to be alive. I don’t think my life has meaning at all.

I wish I could take it all away.