The fact that I know I won’t change much scares me. I already see this pattern in my life of feeling like a failure and like I’m going nowhere in life. I’m not independent still. I try to change certain things, but I think it’s too late to really make a difference and I’m tired. Too tired to do all the things I need to do to really change myself and my situation.
Maybe one day, I just need to seriously look into a way to end things.. It’s only getting more depressing as years pass. Being behind in life is embarrassing.
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Very true.
The fact that I know I won’t change much scares me. I already see this pattern in my life of feeling like a failure and like I’m going nowhere in life. I’m not independent still. I try to change certain things, but I think it’s too late to really make a difference and I’m tired. Too tired to do all the things I need to do to really change myself and my situation.
Maybe one day, I just need to seriously look into a way to end things.. It’s only getting more depressing as years pass. Being behind in life is embarrassing.
Nope, can’t change others. Period.
But I’m trying really hard to change myself.
I like what u say Hazy – “I’m trying really hard to change myself”.