I would like to share with every person on SP, the people to come, the people who have been.
Every single one of you, no matter who you are. What you’ve done. What you’ve been through. What you look like. What you think of yourself. Anything. You are all unique. You are all stunning, breath taking works of art.
And if you are reading this. Individually as a person. Yes you, and only you, no one else but you is my focous right now. (10 people could read this but the focous is individully on a single person at a single moment for each of you.) You made it today! You woke up, you’re concious today, you are able to open Suicide Project and read or reply. You maybe got out of bed, went to school, went to work, talked to someone, ate food, took a shower, anything. You made it one more day and that day is today, and maybe days to come. You are one of the strongest peole I know weather you believe it or not. I look up to you. I look forward to hearing from you. I enjoy reading everything you have to post and say. I take my time to read almost every post. I would rather take time out of my day to hear what you have to say than wallow in self pity. What’s on your mind, what you are going through? I want to know you. You may decide that tomorrow isn’t your day. And I would be happy knowing that I had the opportunity to get to know you. Because in the end it’s your decision. At the end of the day it’s your choice and I have no human right to take your choice away from you. All I can do is be happy for you. Because if that is what is going to make you happy, then I am happy for you. It will sadden my heart the day you pass. I don’t ever know if I will find out that you did. But I will keep you in mind. I will always think about you and wonder how you are doing. But remember that you are strong no matter how weak you feel. No one will ever understand completely what you are going through, but you are now surrounded on SP with people who can relate and accept you. We all accept you for who you are. We all respect you and your decisions. We all have a connection. And it’s BEAUTIFUL! Just remember that we are all here for you. We all want you to stay for as long you possibly can. We don’t want to lose you. We want you to be happy. Because that’s all anyone ever deserves. Is to be happy. To feel loved. We love you. I love you. I’m glad I met you. We can get through this. You can get through this. We believe in you. I believe in you. I LOVE YOU. I truely love you.
From the deepest region in my heart, BeauBrii.
8 comments
beaubr,
Thanks we all try to help each other or just vent, I’ve been on here for years, off and on, sometimes it gets to me if i’m to serious, i try to break up all the crying and make people smile a little, doesn’t always work 🙁 i’m in bad shape now and it’s hard to keep my chin up these days. but anyways were all human and we are all here. thanks for your support. 🙂
I didn’t throw up today. Achievement unlocked.
Hazy Day Sunflower,
yea! not even a little gregul?
Not even a thurp.
Hazy Day Sunflower,
yea!
This was really beautiful. Thanks for writing this post. Depression makes us feel so alone but there’s always someone out there who is rooting for us in this battle.
thanks so much. Today ive been extra tired, but i ate a big healthy meal which is an achievement since ive been losing so much weight from having a lost of an appetite.
I’m glad that this helped all of you out a bit.