Today, after school ended, me and my friends decided to buy dresses for the debut of our friend. We decided to ride a train going to Tutuban. We paid and waited for the train. While waiting, I was lost in my thoughts. I remember the news I heard about a guy who decided to end his life by jumping on the riles while the train is near. I was so sad about it. I know how hard it is. Then I heard the train coming. I was thinking what If I do the same? What if I decide to jump like that guy did? I want to end my life anyway. The train was near. Then I inhaled exhaled. I stepped one foot forward. Then I felt my friends hand in mine. She was holding it tight. Not letting go. And I think she understood what I’m about to do. She didn’t let go of my hand until it was safe. I was almost… almost there.
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Im glad your friend saved you. That is a pretty gruesome way to go. and a pretty scary way to go too. I hope you don’t try that again. I hope that somehow you find happiness and peace and keep going with your life. What is going on in your life that is keeping you from being unhappy?
I don’t even know if I will ever find that peace that I want. Everything is making me unhappy. Not only my heart is broken, but also my soul. I don’t think that there is anything that can fix me. That can make me like the way I was before.
I don’t even know if I will ever find that peace that I want. Everything is making me unhappy. Not only my heart is broken, but also my soul. I don’t think that there is anything that can fix me. That can make me like the way I was before.
Your friend really loves you
Yeah. She loves me a lot 🙂
That’s an awesome friend! Selfishly, I’m glad you didn’t do it and you’re here 🙂 I hope something somewhere can improve for you and give you some optimism and happiness. Whenever train delays occur here, they usually announce its due to a suicide if that’s the case and I always feel so sorry for the person and their family and friends. To be in that position and see it through…*takes a step back and ponders briefly* ahh hypocrisy strikes lol…although it wouldn’t be by train… :-/