Failed with short drop/hanging. I think I nearly succeed after several attempts.
I lost conscious for maybe a few minutes (cannot remember what exactly happened) until I started to feel very uncomfortable (choking perhaps). I also had a feeling that I was self-rotating at a high speed. Then I suddenly remembered I can loosen the knot. Someone knocked on my bedroom door which is locked and turned out it was my sister who woke up because of the noise I made. I was unable to think that I quickly hid the rope and told her I was fine. My face went pale when I looked at the mirror. My knees and neck hurt for a few days besides the headache. I was scared and I haven’t tried killing myself for a month. I thought the problems were the knot was too easy to loosen and that I made too much noise during my struggling. I tried again every night but still I wasn’t able to pass out like I once did possibly due to my subconscious fear and I am starting to get tired. I didn’t do any homework for a long time though my classmates are nice that they help doing my parts for group projects after I lied about being sick. Feel so bad and want to leave this world ASAP. Hope it won’t get worse that people discover about it and try to stop me from suicide which will make it a lot harder.
I didn’t know about the helium method and I am thinking of giving it a try. But first I have to get all the equipment first. I read about people paying a lot but still failed. Does anyone have any idea about the volume and the flow rate required? Or is there any website providing up-to-date information? Thanks.
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You won’t find much info in here regarding the materials needed, talking about methods at that degree is sort of forbidden according to the rules. I do have to mention that a similar thing happened to me with hanging, sort of passed out and then “woke up”, and i could never pass out again after that. As for helium… plenty of details on that, all i can say is read up on it extensively, or you could cause yourself some serious (irreparable) damage, and still stay alive.
That said, if you want you could always share why you’ve gotten to this point. People in here are highly supportive and will read and give advice, and that might help even more than a blueprint for a wile e coyote contraption.
Were you fully off the ground?
Mf is right.
Especially the last sentence. Those Wile E . Coyote contraptions never worked.
I always wondered how he got the money to pay for all that mail order stuff from Acme.
We live in sad times when Google can answer just about any question we have, even about things like this.
On this particular site, though, it seems that one of the rules is that we can’t be specific about method-related things.
Hi, chalk.
I’ve been in similar shoes. Four years ago, I found this site while researching a way out. As was the case then, this site continues to have a lot of supportive people. Mf and Cordless are among two of them. Sometimes it helps to talk about what’s going on. You’ll find that many people here will listen. Undoubtedly, there are quite a few others here who understand your situation.
What’s going on? If you’d like to discuss it, I’ll also listen.
You are in so much pain. I’m listening today. You can start walking forward. Little steps. What brought you to this point. This site doesn’t allow m@thods.
Venting can be helpful, especially when it is anonymous in a judge free zone.
Ill listen if you feel like sharing.
Were you fully suspended when you tried?