Took me awhile for life to kick me down but the short end is I have nobody to talk to about suicide without getting constantly locked away and re-traumatized and treated like a caged animal. I had 1 partial suspension trial and got caught and ever since then I’m being constantly harassed and the police also took away all my completely legal RC powder due to a person calling them on me after I said some things about the forbidden talk about choosing when to die. This happened to me when I was a teen when I had some foxy methoxy, my rents called the police BUT now I’m 26 and I’m sick of being controlled by everybody, society,parents…fuck this b.s. It’s not about the cops but being locked in the ward made my depression worse and my safety and my outlook on society is completely clear now. I’m living in a body the country I was born in owns and I have to just suffer debilitating anxiety and depression because they own me and if I do try and find freedom I get locked in a loony bin..Christ It’s bloody society that’s insane not us. Those of us who see clearly see the uglyness of the game being played and there’s only one way to escape,mhm
Next attempt nobody is going to intervene and I’m making damn sure of that even if I have to bolt the doors to my flat and barricade the windows. I’m new here btw, so pardon my first shitpost
All of you seem nice and in the same boat pretty much so I’m happy I registered, I’ll be lurking and posting every so often until all my stuffs cleared out and I catch the bus!
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Welcome to the Bus Stop where no one will lock you away. Say what you need to say, be who you want to be. Don’t worry about having exact change, the driver can make change.
Hey CatchTh3Bus, Welcome to the suicideproject. And unfortunately too… this crazy sociey we live in!
There is an illusion of freedom of wich people are not aware of. And it is quite depressing onve you realize this. Society is producing depressed people…slaves to the paper we call money that is created out of thin air in a cleverly disguised system that keeps us in debt and working our asses off. Slaves to our material belongings and the materials we so desperately want but don’t havr. Slaves to the 9-5 work schedule. We were promised a life of substance and happiness by society telling us what to pursue on life, but we ended up in a structured life routine with no meaning to it. Society is telling us how to life our libe. Slaves to our minds, allot of us no longer think for ourselves but let authority do that for us. A society with crappy food that takes a physical anf mrntal toll on our bodies. Not getting enough exercise, so much stress you can’t sleep! But you still have to get up in the morning for work to go and make that money that is keeping us enslaved! Depressed and the experts don’t have a solution for it we just remain paying patients $$$!
The money is not worth anything…WE ARE! The labour we provide is valuable! That is why society is owning us
I dont understand. I mean its probably easy to. But im not getting it. If you want to talk, talk about anything i would like to too.