My boyfriend physically hurt me during a fight a couple days ago and ever since I don’t feel safe around him. I’m 8 months pregnant and I’m thinking at this point the best option for us both is for me to just do it. I’m planning on doing it Monday I just keep getting sad about how my dad will take it and my therapist… I thought I had finally found a reason to live and to be happy I survived my first attempt 8 years ago… Only to have it shattered. I am going to write my goodbye letters this weekend. I wish I knew what to say
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Have you talked to your dad about your circumstances and your feelings?
Sorry to hear about your troubles. It sounds to me like your boyfriend may have security issues about himself and does not know how to diplomatically talk through issues. Don’t kill yourself because of that. But it sounds like you aren’t about to leave him, either, esp. with his child. Would he go for counseling? He may be the controlling and obstinate type.
Find someone better. You’re about to give new life. Your life might suck, but you need to do it for your kid and your friends and everyone who cares about you.
Oh please don’t. Please. No one should hit you, no matter who they are. You are too valuable for that.
Why do you want to die?
Talk to your dad about everything he will be able to help you. You still have much to live for so I’d suggest moving away from the boyfs, from experience with helping female friends with situations like this they always seem to bounce back after they get away from the risk and focuse on the important issue. Which is yourself, please take care and stay safe