Maybe there is somebody who has the same problem or knows, what to do in a situation like this.
I think you don’t know me and my last posts. So I don’t want to talkt too much, I was abused by my dad. It’s for 5 years now, maybe 4 oder 6 I’m not sure. I was too young, to understand, what and why he does something like that. I thought it is normal and every dad would does that. Now I know, what he did and still does but I don’t know why.
It’s 2-3 times in the week and sometimes I think he forgot it and than I know, he doesn’t.
I’m not sure, what to do. I’m not sure, if I want to do something.
I just know, that I don’t know anything.
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Oh it looks very strange.. I’m sorry
bnwB, I’m so sad for you. This is so wrong and it needs to stop. I don’t know how old you are but is there any adult that you trust? Is there at least one person you can tell about this? You need to tell someone who is in a position to help you. I’m here if you want to talk. I wish I could be there with you and give you a hug.
I’m not sure what to say now, but no, there is nobody. I thought maybe a teacher, but that is a bad idea.
There are moments, like now, when i just don’t know what to think. It’s 2:57 am and I want to sleep but I can’t because I think on all this…
Thanks for your answer. I know my problems are still there, but it makes me a little happy to know, that somebody cares about me. Thank you.
There has to be someone. Maybe a relative that lives far away? A friend’s parent? If u really have no one maybe u can make an appointment with a counsellor or psychologist at school? You don’t have to tell them everything right away. Maybe just go and feel them out, develop a relationship with them until u feel comfortable enough to tell the truth. Do you believe in God? You can go to church and maybe find help there. You have to tell someone. I’m praying for you bnwB. You are not alone.
How I wrote, I’m not sure if I want help. I just want, that it stops.
I know it’s impossible when I don’t talk to someone, but I’m so afraid to talk.
Sometimes I think, everything is my fault and yes, I know, it’s wrong to think so but It’s just me and I deserved it
-I don’t know.
Maybe I will find a good person to talk with.
I will tell you.
Thanks.