for my family

My family are the only people I can count on.  If I ever left this world my mother and sister would be broken beyond repair.  No matter how much I think about the relief of leaving this burden called life, I don’t want to hurt the only people who gave a fuck about me.  When people told me that I shouldn’t be alive because of the way I look, my mom still smiled in my face and hugged me everyday.  I feel ashamed I’m not a better son. My mom deserved a son that’s talented, charming, and handsome But she’s stuck with me haha