Geez. Just go to the hospital yourself and tell them you’ve been experiencing suicidal thoughts and might be in danger of self-harm. You won’t be allowed much dignity while you’re there, so you might as well admit yourself with dignity, rather than hurt yourself first for no good reason.
Never said I was going to hurt myself to get there. And believe it or not, it’s really hard to get into a hospital where I live. If I don’t put on a show, they won’t take me seriously. I need them to take me seriously.
And anyway, the place nearest me isn’t Bedlam or anything. It’s a good place. Not cushy by any means, but it’s dignified. Or so I’ve been told, by own friend, who’d been sent there twice.
Okay, I like the plan, excellent plan. then a little mental vacation at the hospital for spring break, not quite Panama City or South Padre Island, but I am thinking that it might be just the vacation you need. Set your mind straight, get on some decent medicine under close supervision in case you have an adverse reaction.
That’s going to be some wicked spring break, i mean, who needs beach and booze when you can have a psych hospital stay? in all seriousness tho… good luck, i do hope something good comes out of that. And lol at the zombies joke, forgot to reply yesterday, lol.
Sometimes I think that maybe I should just go into a hospital and admit myself instead of killing myself in a month.
But…
I can’t.
I can’t.
I’d feel shameful with my family around…
I’d rather end it all….
But you’re strong.
I kinda look up to you, doing that.
Thats brave.
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is this a good thing or are you headed off to do something interesting?
I don’t know. I’ll figure it out I guess. I’m not gonna hurt anyone though.
Geez. Just go to the hospital yourself and tell them you’ve been experiencing suicidal thoughts and might be in danger of self-harm. You won’t be allowed much dignity while you’re there, so you might as well admit yourself with dignity, rather than hurt yourself first for no good reason.
Never said I was going to hurt myself to get there. And believe it or not, it’s really hard to get into a hospital where I live. If I don’t put on a show, they won’t take me seriously. I need them to take me seriously.
And anyway, the place nearest me isn’t Bedlam or anything. It’s a good place. Not cushy by any means, but it’s dignified. Or so I’ve been told, by own friend, who’d been sent there twice.
Forgot to add: There’s always a good reason to hurt Kat. Hurting Kat is one of my favorite pastimes.
Well twenty one days to get your school work done and caught up? Are you going to try to get ahead?
Is that a split personality of yours? Hurting “her” will just make you feel worse.
No, I don’t have a split personality. Kat is MY name.
@Hazy: I am going to try to get ahead; I’m behind right now.
Okay, I like the plan, excellent plan. then a little mental vacation at the hospital for spring break, not quite Panama City or South Padre Island, but I am thinking that it might be just the vacation you need. Set your mind straight, get on some decent medicine under close supervision in case you have an adverse reaction.
I’m liking this plan Kat, I really am.
Thanks, Hazy. I am too.
That’s going to be some wicked spring break, i mean, who needs beach and booze when you can have a psych hospital stay? in all seriousness tho… good luck, i do hope something good comes out of that. And lol at the zombies joke, forgot to reply yesterday, lol.
Thank you very much, Mf.
Haha, and about that joke: I was so sleep deprived when I made that joke that I didn’t even remember having made it in the morning.
Sometimes I think that maybe I should just go into a hospital and admit myself instead of killing myself in a month.
But…
I can’t.
I can’t.
I’d feel shameful with my family around…
I’d rather end it all….
But you’re strong.
I kinda look up to you, doing that.
Thats brave.
I also think it is a brave thing to do. Hope it all goes well… put up a show? How’s that gonna be? Can you talk about this idea with your therapist?