Thank you, Cordless. I can’t say that I particularly want to live even now (I feel terrible for still wanting to be dead, even after the realization that so many people love me) but I will say that I’m very glad to have seen today.
I’m glad you came back. Sounds like we both had it pretty rough yesterday. I’m happy that something overcame you. You’ve made me happier meeting you. Along with so many other people on SP. Because of you and so many others I can feel happiness. It may not be a lot. But it’s in the slightest way that it matters enough to me. You’re a beautiful human being. And I love you to.
Whiskered-fish; I’m just here today. I’m in the safe zone for the time being. Deciding if I want to drink a whole bottle of wine and whats left of my rolling rock. Still on edge. But just here. I was pretty bad last night. I’ve never felt the way I did last night, it was different than normal. How are you holding up today?
Well, I’m glad you’re safe today. Try to go easy on the alcohol, though. And I’m not just saying that because I’m a teetotaler.
And I’m sorry about yesterday being a precedent-setting night for you. 🙁 I hate those. They’re utterly terrifying.
As for me, I’m holding up for now. I’m about to head off to bed, though I’m really dreading tomorrow. I didn’t do a lick of school work over the weekend, because this entire weekend, I was of course convinced that I wasn’t gonna be living much longer, and I honestly didn’t want to spend the last few hours of my life translating Latin poetry.
I’m already failing my classes, ugh. But at least I have the comfort of knowing that if I fail school, I can always choose to die. Seems a bit extreme, but it isn’t really.
Whiskered-fish; I’m at the house alone. So why not drink. I wont hear today on the situation. For now today is useless. Pointless. I don’t drink often, but tonight seems appropriate.
What year of school are you on curently? And I would understand the struggle an hastle of doing school work in that position. Do what makes you happy. If not happy, do what your heart wants. It’s a struggle, I know. But if you decide to live longer than intended, make the best out of it. Weather that means passing school or not. But just remember, as humans we sadily have responsibilites and are expected to do the impossible. Every action has consequences, and rewards. Up until the end, those things affect how we live our every day lives. So make the best out of it.
Hello Whiskered: Glad you popped out the other side. I won’t lie, I’m quite attached to you and would not handle it well if you bled out. glad you are in a safer place.
That’s odd, I swore I commented on this earlier….
Anyways, I love you too, Fish. 🙂
I hope I can get to know you better.
You have tons of friends here already, and it’s nice to be one of them.
Email me anytime, and I’ll answer when I can, I promise. 🙂
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hi kitty Kat.. I was very worried .you are one of my faves afterall
Thanks, Nut. 🙂 I’d hate to cause you even more pain than you’ve already been in as of late.
oh don’t worry about that.. I’m hanging in.. irl I tell people that I talk on “A depression website”.. and we were praying for you
Haha, clever save. Well, thank you for your prayers, brother. I’m sure He hears them.
I’m so glad you are still here.
Thank you, Cordless. I can’t say that I particularly want to live even now (I feel terrible for still wanting to be dead, even after the realization that so many people love me) but I will say that I’m very glad to have seen today.
I’m glad you came back. Sounds like we both had it pretty rough yesterday. I’m happy that something overcame you. You’ve made me happier meeting you. Along with so many other people on SP. Because of you and so many others I can feel happiness. It may not be a lot. But it’s in the slightest way that it matters enough to me. You’re a beautiful human being. And I love you to.
beaubri, that was very touching. Thank you so much for your tender words and for your concern.
How are you doing today? You say that you’ve been having a rough time.
Whiskered-fish; I’m just here today. I’m in the safe zone for the time being. Deciding if I want to drink a whole bottle of wine and whats left of my rolling rock. Still on edge. But just here. I was pretty bad last night. I’ve never felt the way I did last night, it was different than normal. How are you holding up today?
Well, I’m glad you’re safe today. Try to go easy on the alcohol, though. And I’m not just saying that because I’m a teetotaler.
And I’m sorry about yesterday being a precedent-setting night for you. 🙁 I hate those. They’re utterly terrifying.
As for me, I’m holding up for now. I’m about to head off to bed, though I’m really dreading tomorrow. I didn’t do a lick of school work over the weekend, because this entire weekend, I was of course convinced that I wasn’t gonna be living much longer, and I honestly didn’t want to spend the last few hours of my life translating Latin poetry.
I’m already failing my classes, ugh. But at least I have the comfort of knowing that if I fail school, I can always choose to die. Seems a bit extreme, but it isn’t really.
Hi Bushy Barnacle
Hello, AtBushes.
How is the Bigfoot hunting and the raw-meat eating?
Turns out It was medium rare just spotting a little
Ahhh. Well that’s how I like my steak. Anything more well done is just a hockey puck to me.
Glad you are still here with us Katfish.
Thanks, Wintergirl. I’m glad that I didn’t break everyone’s heart last night. Or damn my soul.
Perfect. Yay!
Thanks, passionforalways. I just thought I ought to keep everyone in the know.
Whiskered-fish; I’m at the house alone. So why not drink. I wont hear today on the situation. For now today is useless. Pointless. I don’t drink often, but tonight seems appropriate.
What year of school are you on curently? And I would understand the struggle an hastle of doing school work in that position. Do what makes you happy. If not happy, do what your heart wants. It’s a struggle, I know. But if you decide to live longer than intended, make the best out of it. Weather that means passing school or not. But just remember, as humans we sadily have responsibilites and are expected to do the impossible. Every action has consequences, and rewards. Up until the end, those things affect how we live our every day lives. So make the best out of it.
Hello Whiskered: Glad you popped out the other side. I won’t lie, I’m quite attached to you and would not handle it well if you bled out. glad you are in a safer place.
That’s odd, I swore I commented on this earlier….
Anyways, I love you too, Fish. 🙂
I hope I can get to know you better.
You have tons of friends here already, and it’s nice to be one of them.
Email me anytime, and I’ll answer when I can, I promise. 🙂